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It’s the same answers again..
I don’t know & It’s complicated..
Never assuring , but always hanging in mid air
After what has been happening ,
After what avalyn told me , i don’t fucking know what you’re doing.
Telling her shit ,
and come talking to me like nothing happened.
How can you actually do something like this.
i guess you’ll never guess i went out with avalyn today would you.
if not i swear you wouldn’t have that balls.
ps: She kinda told me everything you told them.
So , the next time you wanna talk shit about someone.
Please remember that you have mutual friends.
If not please don’t be a two face.
i didn’t used to be best friends with someone like that.
you’re turning into a stranger , just to get into good books of others. maybe you’re not but thats how i fucking feel.
Sooo , Shit happened..
& today , J asked me if i’m still going to ignore him.
i didn’t know what to reply.
but i said no ,
typed out a whole lot , but deleted it anyw.
didn’t see the need to get hurt again.
i’m gonna keep my distance.
i don’t give a fuck anymore..
Dear J ,
You just managed to make me feel like shit. Congratulations.
You don’t answer my questions , you give me answers that leave me hanging.
When i needed to know if those words came outta your mouth.
I don’t know what to say to you.
The girls came back to sg ,
I WAS MAD HAPPY , and you knew how happy i was.
But you had to fuck my day up.
You just had to fuck my day up didn’t you.
For now , i’ll still trust you.
But if one day , i find out you were the one who talked shit behind my back.
If C decides to trust you more than me. Fine , i swallow that.
But , i’ll be disappointed.
Sometimes i wonder,
Yes , i know we’re NOT drifting apart.
But i hate it , i hate that distant feeling.
You should know me well enough to look at my face and go oh. ….
Everytime we hang out without that friend.
The 2 or 3 of us are perfectly fine.
But whenever she’s in the picture things change
No, i don’t dislike her.
Neither do i hate her.
I do like her as a friend.
But now ,
I wonder if you’re my friend or hers..
because assholes taught us to keep our guard up.. —AT ALL TIMES.
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